preoccupations

I cannot let the day end without celebrating. Ten years is a long time, and I've only been a fan of yours for at least half of that time.

I first met you when I was 17. It was December, the holiday break, and I listened everyday to BOOMBOOM. Yep, everyday Boom Boom!

Then again when I was 18. I remember being obsessed with Pinwheel and Don't Wanna Cry. And Vernon.

Then again when I was 20. I was obsessed with Home, especially the fake drop. You were my home.

And for a final time when I was 21 during a worldwide pandemic. It was comforting listening to Kidult everyday, and re-discovering the SEVENTEEN songs I loved.

I'm 26 now, and I am just proud and happy to be a Carat. I love you, SEVENTEEN. You are my youth.